She said that night, that she is incapable of loving

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

hey guys. sorry have not been able to post any updates. first the net connection at home is down yet again. the beautiful moments do not last. after a year of net hibernation i came back alive and kicking, now this has to happen. shuttlespace would say: it's been a while. eh no? haha i will ring you later!

its amazing looking back at the happenings the past month. yet with every two steps i take forward i feel like i take one back. in essence there is a vibe in me that says im simply not progressing. i think there are a zillion and one flaws in this form ME but the biggest is simply procrastination. i run on energy, not sure if i thrive on energy, so if i take a moment too long to think and consider the chances of me pushing it to the back of my head (not out of it fret not) are as high as the chances of you finding yourself able to get out of bed the next morning. simply put: if i dont do smth the very moment i am supposed to, please dont ever imagine i would ever. hahaha. i hear the people im working with now (council folks etc) screaming with utter fear.

next. spoke with ren over the weekend. jo too, this lovely babe called me from perth just when i so needed to speak with her. it must be telepathy at work ;) anyhow, i want to thank jo for the best lesson i have ever learnt about myself. you won t believe what i am saying girl, but there is not a shadow of a doubt about it. thank you once again for this very precious lesson.

we live our lives the way we do. this WAY i say, is saturated with tints of routine (this is grammatically wrong and an utter nonsensible way of portraying this but WHO CARES). if i were to say we are creatures of (luxury) comfort who anyone disagree?

next. saw many people at VERY. pity pei and her gang and becca and her gang didnt go. Ying: am still feeling bad about it how about we go to the bash this fri instead? pass my apologies to jessie and her friend too :'(

on a positive note, saw ian and melvin/melson (whats his name? so sorry!) and their gang. i must say ian looks really good that night. despite wearing a shirt that looked like garth's that night.

hey yv: thanks for getting me there:D

pam: the guys were all asking about you. strawberries are always in demand. i say if i were a guy i would surely fall for you ;) malcolm is going to kill me..

and yh: thanks bunch for the tulips. every girl loves flowers.

and weiyi: where were you the whole night?!

i love the bridge walk that night.

last. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to weixiang. youre 21 this year arent you. so act like how a twenty one does! :p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to serene too. did pam give you the bucket of papaya milk in the end?

soon to come, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Mrs Tedin - jojo! hey babe dont worry you will not be left alone this year. i am sure shann will not allow you to be left alone. at least i am going to make it with a call to send my birthday wishes. your pressie at year end too.

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