She said that night, that she is incapable of loving

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

I had a dreadful weekend. nothing disastrous happened actually but i couldnt wait for the weekend to GO AWAY. he forgot. either that or it didnt matter to him then. now i feel silly. you know how it's like when u wait and wait, but on the other end of the line that person gets out there doing what he does and simply forgets about it. was on the phone with distance. and we talked about it. dont think distance knew but i was tearing.

should not have been passive and waited for pancake to text. or maybe i should have flown over right on sat. i had 'fought' with mom to let me stay one more weekend here cos i so wanted to see him again. so that sat night when i spoke with mom she asked about my day, i just didnt want to talk about it.

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1 Comments:

Ting said...: hey sharon,

am not updated on your life.. where are you now? in singapore or taiwan still?

take care ya?

cheers, wenting; 11:16 PM